Bismillahirrahmanirrahim! Alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin! Wa Sallallahu wasallama wa ala alihi wa sahbihi ajma'in! Amma ba'duh!Never ending thanks to Allah Azza Wajalla for guiding me thus far. Whether in religion, in studies, or in any aspect of life. Salutations and blessing upon the Prophet Muhammad PBUH, his family, and his companions!
Life is full of everything! Be it disappointment, happiness, love, sadness, care, anger and all the other emotions in which I had no time to pen down. And in our everyday mundane life, we will always feel all these emotions one way or another. Some days may bring more happiness than sadness while other days bring more sadness than happiness. I would like to apologize if my post today may seem long-winded, and perhaps jumping a lot from point to point as I really do have a lot of things in my mind I would want to let out.
First things first, results. May not have brought me the happiness I wanted, in fact it rather brought anger, frustration, sadness among others to not only myself, but to my parents whom I truly love and care for. I might be sad at the things they say but I must learn that all they do is for my good and that they will always pray for the best for us! I'm just hoping with the increased effort I am putting in and with the tutors' help, my parents' doa and Allah's permission, I would be able to succeed in Prelims insyaAllah!
Next up, friendships and everything related to it. These days, I have been down inevitably, with my nose continually bleeding, my cough not disappearing, my fever coming and going, only Allah knows the sickness He has put me through! And my friends have been my wonderful people in comforting me :)
(Haiiii there are a lot of things that I would like to say some more actually... But yeah I'm scared it will get negative reactions from the people that mean a lot to me! So I guess it will be the end for tonight's post, hope I will be given enough courage to post more tomorrow night!)
Anws, qiyam tonight insyaAllah! Don't forget to wake up everybody! May Allah make it easy for us to wake up! :)
